got stuck in the bathroom
because I couldn’t find any strength to get out of the bathtub
(or deal with the fact that the air was colder than the water)
almost threw up when I finally did
got tired of saying ‘shit’ 50 times a day, so I switched to Scheisse
I also shout ‘funya funya!’ in angry intonations when I really need to swear but don’y want to
was cutting some hand shapes for a painting
and don’t even want to count how many times during these days I freaked out a little when some dark hand silhouette looked at me from some corner where I dropped it
or how many times I walked around the room saying “where is my hand?!” and “where did my hand go?!”
a theatre of one without the audience
a few too many doors and walls walked into me today
the literature that makes a point to tell people of evil (and other disgusting things) that exists can’t attract me…
because we already know that evil exists
what it needs to be telling is that evil can be dealt with, destroyed or overturned
and overall, I prefer to read about things I want more in my life, than about those I don’t really want to exist in it at all
got stuck in a very silly place in a middle of a chapter
staring into the wall trying to think how hair different to my own would behave in a world without hair products
seriously
found this going around the Internet once
Reasons for admitting women into an asylum:
I find a few other points also interesting.
Menstrual deranged?
Over action of the mind?
Tobacco and masturbation?
Bad whiskey?
Excitement as officer?
Time of life?
Might be a fun idea to count how many of them I currently match.
(Also, when I read ‘congestion of brain’ I always imagine something less ‘stroke’ and more ‘constipation inside the head’ for some reason… )
